Title: อารมณ์สีเทา / Arom See Tao (Grey Mood)
I endured sleeping alone, feeling lonely,
Whatever night the cold wind blows.
My heart’s slowed
I don’t know if it can put up with it any longer.
I stood looking at myself through the mirror in a grey mood.
The only thing I saw was loneliness
Coming to cover my body.
*The light in the bedroom
That once illuminated the shadows of us sleeping in each other’s arms.
Today I’m here without you.
I’m here and can’t find the warmth…I remember.
**I don’t know where you are
Or who you’re with,
But I beg you to please listen
That this person is waiting here.
Though your heart has changed already,
But I ask to wait for you
Until the day my breath stops.
I sit looking at the same stars,
Here with hundreds of thousands of couples.
I pray that the stars will tell you to return.
Lacking the strength
Because of fading hope.
I don’t know tomorrow what’ll be,
How my life will be.
(*, **, **)